Blizzard

It's dark ,it's cold, a blizzard approaches

Fear is all that I feel

And the longing to escape this time

My true strengths to reveal.

I would lie if I say I did not try

Even more if I say I did enough

I'll cry if I think of it anymore

But I still do have to stay tough.

I regret it badly for I'm cajoled instead

Of being told what I did was wrong

In guilt I writh, in pain I rot

I had known this was to happen all along.

They had faith in me, I wronged them all

Not just them, I wronged me

I know why I'm here and it's because

This is exactly where I wanted to be.

Antara